i scraped my knees when i was praying
and found a demon in my safest haven
seems like it’s getting harder to believe in anything
than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
i want to know what it’d be like
to find perfection in my pride
to see nothing in the light
or turn it off in all my spite
in all my spite, i’ll turn it off
Twin Towers, MYS
Tag und Nacht.
Angkor Wat, CMB
the place isn’t really all that sands and ruins. the environment is actually quite refreshing.
Lying here with you so close to me
great.
It’s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe…
the emptiness i feel whenever i hear familiar songs.
these songs, these bands, these things introduced by you.
… I’ve never opened up to anyone
i know…
So hard to hold back when I’m holding you in my arms…
i’ve always thought you had drawn a price in the intellectual sweepstakes of life. i am hoping that, with the reasoning that i presented, you would understand - understand this situation that we’re in. understand the situation that i’m in. i understand yours. but what else could i do?
… No I don’t wanna push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
I know that if we give this a little time, it’ll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
nep, i don’t think so
It’s never felt so real, no It’s never felt so right..
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of a fire burning so bright
I don’t wanna mess this thing up
i didn’t really want to hurt you..
I don’t wanna push too far
i’m sorry for keeping secrets..
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
i’m sorry for the lies..
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
All these fast pacing cars
dark road
mushy radio songs
fainted lights
So baby I’m alright
and in this moment of stillness, with just one snap
with just one song
i remember this feeling that i spent my whole day trying to forget.
with just a kiss goodnight.
messing plain things up
got bored with white :p
He appeared normal. He spoke and behaved just like anyone else. The fact that he had no heart was very well concealed. Well, that’s not entirely true. He did have one. It was just not in his possession at the moment. And this is where the story gets complicated. the woman who had the darn thing was blithely unaware of the fact. Well, that’s not entirely true either. She knew that she’d left the relationship with more stuff than when she entered it, she just hadn’t bothered to do a proper inventory. (Had she done so, she would have found several other hearts, as well as a few sets of balls)
Regardless, his dilemma remained the same. A woman had absconded with a vital organ and the gnawing emptiness he felt was a direct reflection of that vacancy. Well, that’s not entirely true either. The gnawing thing had actually been with him since he was a child. He just like to assign blame for the condition.
demmet asdfghjkl12#$%^&* saw your flickr account again. she’s your model this time. bakit ba may tama parin to sakin?
rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant
waiting in vain patiently to end this all up.
4 years of this-feeling-will-fade-naturally mentality is enough.
Malacca, MYS
feels like i went to china than malacca. lol
Dasma, PH
Sundown.
MMP Cavite, PH
just wandering around.
when i text you.. why do you keep on replying?
when i don’t know what to say anymore.. why are you trying to save the conversation?
this isn’t what i want. do you know that?
i want you to be as harsh to me as possible. let all my false hopes falter.
i don’t want you to be good to me. let all my dreams of you turn into nightmares.
i want you to make me feel that i don’t matter.
please… make. me. feel. that. i. don’t. matter.
